March 29, 2009

Good Times






The past week has been filled with so much love- two amazing showers, lots of friends and family, good wishes and generosity- Matt and I are so appreciative- I just can't wait for our little guy to be here to feel it too! Six weeks to go- he'll be here before we know it!

March 11, 2009

What kind of Mother Will I be?



There's a lot of different ways to answer that question but before you do you may want to contemplate the following.

1. I was in a restaurant with some friends. A baby was crying. I said, "Ugg that noise is annoying! Where are the rolls?" You can only imagine the horror on my husband and my friends faces. In my own defense I was really really hungry.
2. I drank a highly caffeinated drink, upon recommendation from my sister, in order to get Brendan to move around. Matt and I went for a 3D ultrasound last weekend and needless to say the baby wasn't particularly cooperative at first. We couldn't see his face. I can't imagine MY child being stubborn. So after a vigorous jaunt up and down the stairs 3 times and a Starbucks drink he was hopping! And we got the images we wanted. Is it wrong I did all of that in order to get a good picture? By the way, I blame it all on my sister!
3. One of my dogs has developed separation anxiety. Which really translates into barking ALL NIGHT LONG. I can and have ignored it but really the sleep needs to happen. The vet recommended dosing him up with a little benadryl to mellow him out. I agonized over doing this and felt incredibly guilty but finally broke down after many sleep deprived nights and went for the drugs. Last night I slept for 6 1/2 blissful hours and woke up to my alarm. I almost thought the dogs had been stolen they had been so quiet. Do I feel any more guilt? No. Am I using the drugs again tonight? Yes. Without a doubt. So the moral is I am all for medication in order to achieve desired results.

I think the answer to the question can only be "Honest." Or maybe that's the only answer I can tell myself right now!

Rub a Dub Dub


Rub a dub dub
Thanks Jules, Dan and Luke for the tub!

By the way, did you know the rubber duck song has been changed on Sesame Street, with a newer hipper version? I totally object.

March 2, 2009

30 Weeks



I officially can't see my toes when I look down. I can still touch my toes so I'm pretty proud about that. I think the feelings of being comfortable are just about over. Oh well. I love being kicked.